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i think i need a break from alot of things right now. i need to figure out what i want this year. i think im the only one that dosent know. i try to make the best out of things but it just doesnt seem to work. so well. im leaving for PA august 7th for a week or so. sick
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[12 Jun 2007|04:18pm] |
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so if this is how its going to be when i live alone. this sucks. i feel like shit. i wish i could take back the past 2 years and replace them in a few years. i think things would be going the way i would like them to. all this crying dosent do anything.
and all my freinds are sketchy as hell. fuck this place. i just wanna move
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[04 Jun 2007|05:25pm] |
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dear life... i give up!
i try to hard and get nothing out of it. the one thing that i love could care less and already knows. so once again another broken heart!
cry my a fucking river!
ps. WHY CANT I BREAK THE HEARTS!
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[07 May 2007|08:33pm] |
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i could just die right now! fuck
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[05 May 2007|04:46pm] |
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i guess i will never be good enough! oh well
ps why cant i have a fucking killer time like other people i know. i feel like a fucking baby right now. eh whatever. we have fucking bugs everywhere in me and scotts room. wtf. oh yeah and i fucking hate girls including myself!
and i got a lip tattoo last night. HAHA
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[02 May 2007|10:26pm] |
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when everything seems to be falling down and i feel scared inside, i atleast get to fall alsleep next to the best person in the world. and just the thought of that helps me get through the anything.
i get so scared sometimes being alone. only 30 more min. untill scott comes home! :D
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[30 Apr 2007|09:46pm] |
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i took my first half of my ged today. pretty easy. tomorrow im taking the last part hopfully it will be over with. (fingers crossed).
also i worked out for 1 hour & 1/2 tonight. the hardest i could work out.
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[10 Apr 2007|07:38pm] |
once again,
i lick the cats butt.
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[31 Mar 2007|07:01pm] |
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so things have been up and down for me right now. everything is fine i just take things out on people that i care about. when i should be able to forget about all of those shitty things when im around them. i think things are looking up for me. new plan, even on my crappiest days im going to at least not get mad at the one person that makes my life 100 times better.
also im going to try and lay off the booze for little bit. i feel like i use it as a cruch and latly drinking adds to my frustration and my attitude gets worse. so friends try not to shove drinks in my face and only want to do activities that involve drinking all the time. at least until im back on my feet.
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i think i really need to take some time off or somethng. im driving myself crazy. Everything has been bothering me. I just want to be positive.
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[16 Mar 2007|08:56pm] |
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i miss the freaking crap outta my boyfriend. 3 more days..
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[17 Feb 2007|09:10am] |
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valentines day... i was sick as shit so we couldnt do what scott had planed for me. i was pretty bummed. but i did get a dog for valentines day.. its fake :(.. idk im kinda down latly. i want to go out and do something.
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[07 Feb 2007|12:04am] |
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best night in a long time to bad nobody came over. sucks for you.
pictures soon to come
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[02 Feb 2007|11:14pm] |
i would really like to start hanging out with more friends. and making new friends. im getting bored with myself and i need to start having some fun.
everything has been great but i just feel like i need one of those nights that is amazing. and will give me something positive to talk and think about. drunk or sober.
cool
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[23 Jan 2007|10:08pm] |
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work is the shit!and these pictures are to big!
( check it! )
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[21 Jan 2007|12:24am] |
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its all about mother fucking punx
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[15 Jan 2007|10:06pm] |
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i am tired of being tired its making me mean. i need to be positive! and really nice surprises that make me feel speical. that sounds fuckin lame
costume parties at my house soon!?!
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[04 Jan 2007|12:36am] |
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things are nice.
everything is going in the right direction :)
im home alone again tonight. i need to get a blow up boyfriend when mine is out of town. i reorganized the living room and tired to do the same in our room. eh
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[27 Dec 2006|12:00pm] |
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i have really bad trust problems. and iwant to be able to trust people that are close to me but im to scard im going to get hurt again. its hard to let my guard down. everything has been good. im glad that things are working out with scott and myself. hopfuly things stay like this.... i have to go to work :(
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[20 Dec 2006|06:20pm] |
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the one thing that i hate the most is the fact that guys are so sex craved. i just dont see the big deal of going out of my way to look at naked people and to download a shit load of porn. its rediculous. and its uncomfortable for me. k thanks. im sure this will probley be taking way out context
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